The Perfect Relationship

Pain is a gift when your love becomes my pain. Tears are words when i cry to beg you not to leave. Darkness is comfort when I close my eyes only to see your face glow in the darkness of my dreams. Losing sleep becomes a blessing when I can't sleep at night because i can't stop thinking of you. I forget to breathe because you are my air. I forget all about torture because when you are with me, I can't feel the pain or cry the tears, or sleep the nights. When you're with me, all I can feel, cry, breathe, or even hear, is the warmth of your love. No matter how hard it gets, when you are with me only the perfect relationship exists. Seconds that pass by never return, and i fear waking up someday in the grave to find out that I have missed out on my entire life. Thinking of you steals the years that are left for me to live, but that does not matter because i realise that life is not worth living if you are not the reason i live for. I smile when my heart tells me that it makes no difference if either a year or only a minute is left in my life, because having your love is enough to determine that i have already lived enough. No matter how hard it gets, when you are with me only the perfect relationship exists. You conquer my heart, mind, and soul, but all I do is surrender to you, raising a white flag like a defeated soldier. Before you came along, I used to fight love with guns of strength, courage, and hope. Now, when you throw a loving look at me, my guns melt and i lie defenseless before your love. You break the strength in me when i miss you so much, and i know that i am weak because I need you. You steal the courage in me when I want to tell you that I love you, and I know that I'm a coward because I can't. You wash away the hope in me when I wonder how you feel about me, and I know that I am in despair because I want you badly. No matter how hard it gets, when you are with me only the perfect relationship exists.

Giving You

I would kill my soul for you to live

I would drain my heart to pump joy into yours

I would bleed to death to quench your thirst

I would hold my breath to blow the life into you

I would give away my days to add them onto yours

I would give you my eyes to see

I would bestow the cosmos to you if you'd please

But will you live your life for me?

Will you kiss my frozen lips when i die?

Will you search for my soul in your memories when i go?

Will your tears warm my heart as i wait for you in heaven?

Will you hug me tight when my corpse lies still and helpless?

Assure my lost eyes that you would for me cry blood into tears

Tell my weak heart that for me you would donate existence

Tell my breathless soul that for me you would swear a vow of everlasting love

Tell my shivering body that for me you would search the poles for warmth that'll bless my soul

Tell me that you would oh please sure do

Give me back the life I've given you.