The Perfect Relationship

Pain is a gift when your love becomes my pain. Tears are words when i cry to beg you not to leave. Darkness is comfort when I close my eyes only to see your face glow in the darkness of my dreams. Losing sleep becomes a blessing when I can't sleep at night because i can't stop thinking of you. I forget to breathe because you are my air. I forget all about torture because when you are with me, I can't feel the pain or cry the tears, or sleep the nights. When you're with me, all I can feel, cry, breathe, or even hear, is the warmth of your love. No matter how hard it gets, when you are with me only the perfect relationship exists. Seconds that pass by never return, and i fear waking up someday in the grave to find out that I have missed out on my entire life. Thinking of you steals the years that are left for me to live, but that does not matter because i realise that life is not worth living if you are not the reason i live for. I smile when my heart tells me that it makes no difference if either a year or only a minute is left in my life, because having your love is enough to determine that i have already lived enough. No matter how hard it gets, when you are with me only the perfect relationship exists. You conquer my heart, mind, and soul, but all I do is surrender to you, raising a white flag like a defeated soldier. Before you came along, I used to fight love with guns of strength, courage, and hope. Now, when you throw a loving look at me, my guns melt and i lie defenseless before your love. You break the strength in me when i miss you so much, and i know that i am weak because I need you. You steal the courage in me when I want to tell you that I love you, and I know that I'm a coward because I can't. You wash away the hope in me when I wonder how you feel about me, and I know that I am in despair because I want you badly. No matter how hard it gets, when you are with me only the perfect relationship exists.