One look, Endless Wonder.

My heart pounds so hard in my chest it feels like it's forcing itslef through my ribs and out of my body. My shirt shakes insanely and every pulse becomes visible to you. Breathing becomes so difficult as I try to keep up with the rhythm of my heart. Whispers of breath become louder and louder as I find myself lost in the beauty of your eyes. One look at you paralyzes my brain and a pang caused by electricity shocks my whole body only to bring me back to that electrifying experience. Time stops and I live forever in the moment where you look at me. Everything freezes in its place and it seems like you're the only thing that exists. The intensity of the situation urges me into a state of infancy, where I find myself an innocent child looking at you as if looking at a bright light for the first time, and the waiting for an explanation to the beautiful feeling that exhilarates my body is portrayed as an echoing effervescent giggle. Despite all the strength and might in me, when it comes to you looking at me like that, I'm as vulnerable as an embryo. It's amazing how something as simple as a look could steal the sanity of a person. Yet, it is much more amazing how the absence of this simplicity can still steal the sanity of a person. When you turn around and our eyes no longer meet, for a second it seems like you save me from the curse your look casts upon me. It seems like you save me from drowning in the complexity of my emotions and from swimming endlessly in the vast sea of meanings your alluring look conveys. Though, the cruel truth unwinds without rhyme or reason to reveal itself and I find myself lost without the painfull yet enticing feelings, thirsty for one more look, hungry for one more rush of adrenaline, and begging like a slave to be enslaved by the look in your eyes.