Sunday, April 26, 2009

Confused

You ask me what you mean to me
You ask me what in you I see
You can't believe my love to you
Just can't believe that we are true
Your heart is sad so filled with pain
Your past, let it go down with the rain
Don't cry don't fear, for you I'm here
For you my sweet are very dear
You're so confused trying to figure out
What this thing called love is all about
But you can't see that you're in me
With everyday I live to be
Trying to be so perfect to pay me back
But baby boo you're losing track
Between us both walls don't exist
My all, to me you are just the best
The only, the one, the beautiful love
The sweetest angel sent from up above
My shining star, we've reached this far
Only because this is true, I am me and you are you
We're two crazy heads so filled with life, so filled with love, so frightened too
But fear is weak when your hands hold mine
And the darkness of the night would start to shine
Showing us the difficulties that lie ahead
Forcing us to go back, break, and never mend
It's difficult and endless filled with sacrifices
This road I chose to walk with you
We'll lead the way till the sun rises
And warms the cold of bad times we've been through
This way with you is my chosen destiney
It's what I want, it's what was meant for me
Because I believe that we were meant to be, I believe you're my only sanctuary
Walk with me this road forever, don't leave me to be lost again
Love me now or love me never, to me that matters really none
Because with you my life begun, yeah that's you, you're the one
Look at me, look what you've done
You warmed my heart with rays of sun
You taught me things I've never known
You gave me love when no one cared
It's you I want, its you alone
So stay with me and don't be scared
Don't kill the moments that we've shared
Don't run away and don't just hide
Hold me tight stay by my side
Yeah baby boo I love you so
I love you more than you'll ever know
I want you too forever more
Without your love my heart is sore
I beg you stay you're what I've got
I beg you stay, I love you alot.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

One look, Endless Wonder.

My heart pounds so hard in my chest it feels like it's forcing itslef through my ribs and out of my body. My shirt shakes insanely and every pulse becomes visible to you. Breathing becomes so difficult as I try to keep up with the rhythm of my heart. Whispers of breath become louder and louder as I find myself lost in the beauty of your eyes. One look at you paralyzes my brain and a pang caused by electricity shocks my whole body only to bring me back to that electrifying experience. Time stops and I live forever in the moment where you look at me. Everything freezes in its place and it seems like you're the only thing that exists. The intensity of the situation urges me into a state of infancy, where I find myself an innocent child looking at you as if looking at a bright light for the first time, and the waiting for an explanation to the beautiful feeling that exhilarates my body is portrayed as an echoing effervescent giggle. Despite all the strength and might in me, when it comes to you looking at me like that, I'm as vulnerable as an embryo. It's amazing how something as simple as a look could steal the sanity of a person. Yet, it is much more amazing how the absence of this simplicity can still steal the sanity of a person. When you turn around and our eyes no longer meet, for a second it seems like you save me from the curse your look casts upon me. It seems like you save me from drowning in the complexity of my emotions and from swimming endlessly in the vast sea of meanings your alluring look conveys. Though, the cruel truth unwinds without rhyme or reason to reveal itself and I find myself lost without the painfull yet enticing feelings, thirsty for one more look, hungry for one more rush of adrenaline, and begging like a slave to be enslaved by the look in your eyes.